Current mood:

indescribable

I hate it when I'm hungry this late at night...
So...to explain yesterday's post...life has changed a little for me, but it's all been for the better. Every time I think about all the stuff that's going on, those verses come to mind and so I thought that would be the best way to describe how I felt.

I asked Maggie if she thought everyone that read my journal that was not her was starting to think that I have become strictly Bible all the time. Her reply was yes, probably and so I wanted to let you all know that I am still very much the same, but I have found extreme support from God and His Word and that's why it plays such a key role in my entries. I'm truly excited about how He's blessing my life.

I still think Death to Smoochy is funny though. Whatever that means you fucking peasant!

Getting paid what I am to play with these two girls all day is turning out to be a good deal. It's rained a lot lately so we've watched a lot of Dora and Diego and Jo Jo...my IQ slips daily. :) It's fun playing with them, but as of right now this experience is showing me that I might not want to have children...perhaps I should just stick with my plan of adopting kids when they're older. When no one else wants them (so sad!!)I realize they will come with a little extra baggage, but with the madness that runs around in my extended family already, they should fit right in and they would definitely be loved. Plus...not having a burning desire to feed my ovaries before the clock runs out surely will be a card played in my favor when I meet Mr. Concert Pianist who also happens to love God as much as I do and is amazingly attractive to boot and wasn't quite complete until he met me! :)

Mary Mather gave me the best complement possibly of my life...definitely of my week the other day. It was followed by an exhortation to not succumb to life as a cat lady. Though if Maggie hightails it to the wilderness to raise goats...

I attended communion today via cell phone connection. No fellowship around here has a ceremony on a regular basis, or even an annual basis like we do back home and I love it so much that I got my own bread and wine and lit my own candles and listened to my fellowship back home sing and pray and learn about all Christ accomplished for us. It was a little funny just bc Judy and Pete came home and didn't know what the hell was going on, but it was great to be a part of it.

Maggie and I found the perfect wedding music: Sea Chanties. I am also pushing for the Godfather theme song to be what Lauren and I walk down the aisle to.

Good night all.